OK its been to long...

Well life has been busy and I just have not made any time to blog about how our lives are going. I wont go into crazy detail but here is whats been going on...

Since 2010 arrived we celebrated the new year with family. Toward the end of November I got a job working at a school in the preschool department with kids that have special needs. They are the cutest. I enjoy going to work for once and its not boring and its different everyday. I am so blessed to be able to work and learn from these beautiful childern of our Heavenly Father. In Feb we finally moved out of my mom and dad's house and got our own place. Its a cute little apartment that works for our needs as of right now but can't wait to be able to get into a house and have more room and be able to bring out dog with us. He is staying over at my parents house. My mom doesnt mind the company but my dad wishes we would take the dog with us. But he just has to deal with it for the time being. I think secretly he loves Bandit but oh well. March came and went and then came April...I was really looking foward from this point on cause of our anniversary and we found out that we were expecting. (we found out of confrence weekend) It was so crazy and unreal. I was so excited and so was chad. After a week went by I started having problems and ended up having a miscarriage. At first I didnt really think any thing of it because on Wednesday I started to have a tiny bit of cramping. My mom and sister told me that that was normal. On Thursday I started to have light bleeding and thought I might be spotting and didnt worry much about it. On Friday I went to work ( 8:00 am) and the cramps were more intense and the bleeding we heavier... I left at 8:30 cause I couldnt handle the pain and drove home in tears.I was so gratful chad had the day off so he could help me. I selp from the time I got home till 1:00pm. Things finally camled down when I woke up. I felt like I did on thursday more or less. I called my Doc and they had me come in on Monday and told me to take it really easy over the weekend. I tried to be positive through all of it, even though it wasnt easy at times. But it wasnt up to me at that point, My Savior and Heavenly Father know was best for me and I was blessed enough to have that tiny little baby/spirit come to me for a short amount of time. I know I will be able to see him or her after this life. That is why I am so gratful for the plan of salvation. I know that my family willl be together forever. Although I was disappointed I know that we will be blessed to have other childeren of out Heavenly Father comes to our family. I can't wait to start our family so that I can share with them how much I love this gosple and our Savior. ( I know I went into detail but I needed to let this out) After that we were looking forward to our 1 year anniversary. Chad took me to a morning movie ( the back up plan) then out to Benihana's and then for some Gelato...Yummy! I was a great night and I look forward to many more anniversarys with him. I love you babe! xoxo. Now were sitting here in the middle of May Both loooking for better paying job. He still works for Kalil and I am still at the school but summer is coming and I wont have a job for 3 months so I am on the hunt and chad just isnt making enough. I am really looking forward to this summer, my 21st birthday is just around the corner, Chad's sister and her family are moving down here from oregon, all my bothers birthdays are this summer and in July Chad are taking a trip to Washington to drop off some of his sister stuff and spend some time with here. 2010 you have been one crazy, bumpy ride but I have learned a lot and continue to. So... BRING IT ON!

-Ash